memberzonly

memberzonly @ 2006-07-18T00:36:00

2006-07-17T05:21:34Z

Im a fuck up
Im a criminal
Im an asshole
and I am a drug dealer
For the past year Ive been back in Georgia only fucking up more and more, last summer absolute bullshit. I actually thought I would get away with what I did. A few weeks ago I was issued a fucking DUI, I was told it was just a drinking ticket but my hearing with the court marshal said otherwise. I have 2 years of probation and the possibilty to be sent away, in order not to be sent away I must live in Florida with a step dad that im sure hates me and a mother that cant help but love me. Ive been here all of two weeks and Im in the game already. Business is boomin. I dont know what to tell my folks when they want me to get a job. Its 1 o clock and i havent been ables to sleep in a few days, I just lay and think. My mind is in scrambles. My mom keeps feeding my tylenol because she says that Im used to staying up late. I say its bullshit. Pretty much I dont like it here. I miss my friends. I really do.

First in a while
Last Ill ever have

Im out

memberzonly @ 2006-03-20T12:04:00

2006-03-20T17:05:30Z

dans mom wants me out
daaaaaaaaaamn
dan said not to worry
and that she was just being a cunt

but in the mean time
i wanna get another job
so movies and bareritoes here i c ome
hahahha

trick ass niggas

2006-02-08T03:35:08Z

i do not need warnings

i have faith.

memberzonly @ 2005-11-17T07:26:00

2005-11-17T12:26:34Z

memberzonly @ 2005-09-26T20:55:00

2005-09-27T00:56:20Z

back on track?
I hope so

I love you.

memberzonly @ 2005-09-12T10:14:00

2005-09-12T14:14:49Z

I want to go to darien and see ern
and learn to drive a STICK
yeahhhhh

ride offers
needed
:)
;)
:0
ride o

memberzonly @ 2005-08-25T15:14:00

2005-08-25T19:11:00Z

Im in the library at school
and
candice is the shit
the numba 1 shit

memberzonly @ 2005-08-20T15:37:00

2005-08-20T19:40:23Z

wanna be a balla
shot calla

I have to work all day
Im on break
it sucks
I feel like im dying
I have no energy
rene and I arent talking
it makes me sad
I have some shit on my plate
and im really not hungry for it
im scared.
umm
im doing ok with money
i know how to manage
i spend alot though
tomorrow is 4 months
it seems like so much longer
im happy about it
were about to prove a bitch wrong
so she can blow it out her ass
more to come
you just wait
swear it
no crosses count

memberzonly @ 2005-08-01T11:14:00

2005-08-01T15:16:50Z

drawing
geometry
lunch
world history
spanish
lit
science

memberzonly @ 2005-07-29T15:02:00

2005-07-29T19:03:21Z

AARON WALLACE IS A SEXY MOTHER FUCKER

FIN

memberzonly @ 2005-07-29T02:57:00

2005-07-29T06:57:48Z

waiting for uncut
today was tight
fran dont ever burn me again
ummmmmm
yeahhhhhh
marrrrry meee gurl

memberzonly @ 2005-07-27T01:49:00

2005-07-27T05:50:27Z

i just wanted to see what kind of mood faces I have

memberzonly @ 2005-07-01T11:39:00

2005-07-01T15:39:41Z

Bonnie and Clyde

Represent nigga

today is going to be
chill
alpine villiage
work
work
work
home
talk to rene
sleep

thankkkkkkkkk god for some sleep

zlkhgasda
im going insaneeeeeee

memberzonly @ 2005-06-23T23:57:00

2005-06-24T03:57:51Z

I miss my boo
I heard your voice tonight
It was good
I dont feel as distant anymore I cant wait until I can see you again
Im going to and come and see you
I dont know how thats going to go though :(
If that doesnt happen then Ill ride 8 hours with your mom
I dont care one bit

I love my boo

memberzonly @ 2005-06-10T11:07:00

2005-06-10T15:08:58Z

first offffff

Happy Birthday to my boo

umm
yeah
I really dont have anything else to say
so
im out like a trout

memberzonly @ 2005-05-22T22:12:00

2005-05-23T02:17:21Z

This weekend was good
I spent alot of time with Rene.
MTFS are making shirts and thats going to be tight polo style nigga
Today
was
good
great
excellent!
I hung out with Rene and Sue most of the day and just chilled
I saw Dan and Robbie I think theyre mad at me I feel bad
I love them alot
and I havent been with them in a while
On a better note, I asked someone a very important question today and they agreed to it, that really made my night even though other very interesting things went on
I got a 10 out of 10
and so did she
were the shit
yes we are

i love
her
so much

memberzonly @ 2005-05-20T22:59:00

2005-05-21T03:03:36Z

ok
I just got in from work we were busy as hell
I didnt fuck up though
I wanted to see Rene
but I get to see her tommorow
my plans for after work were ruined because of assholes
and
I cussed this wigger kid out tonight because he was cussing his girlfriend out
and that shit pissed me off
I most likely would have gotten beat up but was for a good cause i showed that nigga
I made him look
like a fucking idiot in front of alot of people
and Im glad I did that shit
my new shoes came in and I got some other ones too
I like both pair
one are clown shoes and the other are fucking from Gulligan's Island
but
im going to listen to some rap to get crunk up in this bitch

memberzonly @ 2005-05-17T14:30:00

2005-05-17T18:35:13Z

In biology
looking for polar bears
fucking dressed to kill
jet just gave me a hug
waiting for this day to get over with
alright
im out
i have to do some work

I get to see Rene todayyyyyyy

memberzonly @ 2005-05-16T16:21:00

2005-05-16T20:22:16Z

yeah
well
its hot as hell in my room
and I hate it
My step dad is being tight
I guess he found out whats up
and Im about to go to work soon
actually
Im going to be late
seee
yaaaaaaaaa

memberzonly @ 2005-05-16T07:27:00

2005-05-16T11:30:13Z

Its morning, Im bored and Im tired as hell. I have to work tonight and that sucks because I hate work. School is almost over with and that makes me happy but Im going to have to work more and that doesnt. I wanted to go to Jax this weekend with Rene, Jonathon and some girl by the name if Bridget but I have to work all weekend. aspduiyasdlhasdgfasd

maybe im in a bitchy ass mood because its morning
I dont know

whatev

2005-05-15T21:44:14Z

Shit is calm
Becca and I are cool
I got grounded again today
I dont think it will last for long
I have to work fucking so much this next week
If they schedule me on the last day of school Im going to flip the fuck out
Aj is grounded so no shopping/haning out
I think
that certain people need new parents because the ones that they have now are fucking crazy
or maybe its the kids
or maybe not

whatev

Im in a good mood
but
I cant see Rene
and that sucks

memberzonly @ 2005-05-15T09:03:00

2005-05-15T13:07:10Z

Um yes, I had a good time last night. i really love Rene and love being with her. We went to J.I and I dont really know why but it was ok, Sue was getting sick and some kid didnt want to go ghost hunting so we didnt. The night was still good though

I just woke up
and I cant really think
so
laterz

memberzonly @ 2005-05-13T23:20:00

2005-05-14T03:25:13Z

So it turns out my mom let me out of the house, Rene, Gavin and Aaron showed up at my house and my mom I gues felt sorry for me. Im down with that. I didnt think I was going to get to see Rene but I did and that made my night because my day turned to shit when I got home and my step dad thought he was something, I need to show that nigga whos boss. Tonight ended well and more to come tommorow

getting my hur did :)

memberzonly @ 2005-05-13T17:45:00

2005-05-13T21:49:47Z

My step dad is an asshole, I never talk to him but he always finds shit to bitch about and Im going to flip the fuck out sooner or later. Im grounded because he thinks he has authority, fuck that mother fucker. Itook off of work becaues I hate it and he flipped out, he just doesnt wantt o look bad in front of Spankys, hes a piece of trash, a fucking drunk piece of trash. Maybe my mom will let me go out, I had plans and my whole day was good, and in the back of my head I knew something was going to happen to fuck them up. This always happens and Im getting sick of it

memberzonly @ 2005-05-13T00:01:00

2005-05-13T04:04:18Z

i was with Rene today I was looking forward to that all day, I went to sleep during my algebra test today I think I have a zero in that class and im pretty sure my biology grade is fucked up, my whole year has been fucked up with school. I have alot on my mind and I dont know what to think of it, its kind of hard to concentrate and thats pissing me off which is putting me into a bad mood. I have things to look ahead to for the wholllllle weekend and that makes it a better